I was so proud of myself. I thought I had become stronger. But over this past week I’ve proved myself wrong. I’ve spent the past four days crying myself to sleep and the past two days crying at school. So really turns out I’m nowhere near as strong as I thought I was. All I am now is pathetic. Pathetic an weak. I thought that maybe, just maybe I could make it out on my own, but I can’t. I can’t make it without you and all the things you’re taking with you. I miss you. I need you.